Lena Park's favorite song - for this week.

I REALLY LOVE THIS NEW 2010 Blues Version of 몽중인 (A Person in My Dream)
This is the first time I hear her doing this live in a radio station
but I got like goosebumps all over my body.
She's bloody good. She really is.

Happy Thanksgiving

First time ever cooking a turkey + gravy.

TURNED OUT GREAT. I want to do this next year if possible. 

Ahh.. It's already 6 in the morning.. I wished our meeting had never ended.

Philip Glass - Mad Rush ♪

I guess time never betrays.

munch munch

Once I started living alone

I cook so much 

that I feel that what I've lost the last year

is coming back.

Oh. How I wish I could be skinny

US Vogue December 2010

Sorry girls.I bought the magazine to expect a large photo shoot (reality= just two pictures)

but I couldn't recognize who was who.

The only thing I know is that Steven Meisel took the photo,

and that Hyoni Kang + Tao Okamoto are somewhere in the photo.

Such a blue sky.

Mouchette & Tetsuo

Yesterday, Joo showed us Mouchette (btw, I do like the ending, but somehow
yesterday I wasn't feeling really well, and reading subtitles got me tired)
and don't know why it felt like a really disturbing movie (emotionally. not graphically)
But I DID like the movie itself.

However, today. Art Theory.
OMG
I am not a big fan of psychopunk and I'm seriously weak to blood + grotesque stuff.
(But I like Park Chan Wook's work)
The movie was like an hour long and the professor made stops every twenty minutes to check whether his students were interested in this movie. (I eventually got angry because the professor was laughing and genuinely enjoying the movie. Plus, I don't get the point)

Tetsuo - The Iron Man (1989)






(To get an overall idea please watch the youtube video.)




Ahh..
I feel like doing nothing after
two continued days of disturbing movies..specially Tetsuo.

sorglega - sigur ros (amor vincit omnia)

I think I'm sinking in deeper and deeper

to somewhere that I do not know of.

Every night. Every morning. Every second.

Every single breath I take in.

My world crumbles inside me

but it makes me sick seeing the reality being untouched.

괜찮아. 어짜피 하루만 지나면 아무렇지도 않게 웃을 수 있으니까.


하루만 지나면 난 아마 또 행복해질거라 믿고
또 거짓과 가식을 지나서
또 다른 내 안에 묻어놓은 상자를 열어서
입에 물고있는 이 지옥을 내뱉고
다시 자물쇠로 잠궈서
영영 못나오게 할 수 있는거야.
It's okay. There's another hell tomorrow.

old sketch

ahhahahahahahahahahaha

I was looking through my old pics and found this.

Not really old, but it was a five minute sketch for my friend's clothing line

(which I doubt he's going to use)

but still, looking at this, I realize that times goes on real fast.

first assignment

I think I always end up drawing/painting myself dead.

Was my first assignment for gouache, and my most liked portrait of all.

+

Ended up going to a dinner with some people. (2 in the morning)

I enjoy being alone, but I guess it's good to meet up with human beings time to time.

sleepless

Finished it a few days ago.

I don't know why but I'm struggling to get some decent sleep.

I can't sleep until like 7am, and it's driving me nuts.

So, why not draw when I can.

DKNY ad

FIERCE!!!!

Normally Asian models stand in the corner, turned back or somewhere where it's not the focus for the ad. But hey, Hyoni Kang looks good in this one.

Haider Ackermann

A friend just showed me one of his favorite women'swear designer.

I had not expected something this great (but personally like his fall collection 2010)

Anyways, it wouldn't really matter whether I like it or not

because I won't be able to wear them - $$$$$$

Balenciaga shoes

resort 2009
black heels

oh. how I wish I could stand up like her

Gui Boratto

I was trying to look up for the chromophobia remixed albums,

but I COULDN'T LAY EVEN A FINGER ON IT.

How come I can't have the album?!?!?!? ....over sold... completely sold...

but then I was listening to the remixes

and realized there are more albums that I didn't listen yet.

This is almost my 50th time listening to No Turning Back.

I think I'm going to have a little fun doing my illustration assignment.

Ahh..

but good night. just for today.

Oct 2010 Cosmopolitan Korea

I finally got internet.

I moved into a new studio in Gramecy :)

ahhhh

I feel that these are great photos.

No too much but not too less.

Simple.

Simple is best sometimes I guess.