Raccoon Boys - Thriller (Dec 30, 2012)

OMG these guys are amazing

chau

Because I am confused I'll stop here.
Because you make me confused I'll stop you there.
I think I like you because of the way I think of you.
But I think I might like you because of the way you look at me and make me smile.
I might like the image of you.
I have shown maybe too much that I like you.
So I'll have to stop here.
It's a little bye-bye story for me only.
Because nothing really ever started between us.

don't turn back.
don't lie to yourself.
it's never going to change.
past, present, future, no matter what, nothing is going to change.

Really,
just facing the truth hurts so much that it's not even funny.

the reality and the other

whenever I look at photos of models, celebrities, anything.
Like anyone that is not me, I think.. 'maybe I can pull that off'
and that happened to me after looking at this photo by Mara Zampariolo
....
I cut my bangs..
myself..
and then I realized
my face isn't as small as Lilah Parsons..
and..
I don't have as much hair..
and..
I don't have that long hair..
DAMN.

I just have to wait until it grows back.
hahahahahahahahaha

_

A collaboration work I did won the first place prize.
I don't know whether I'm happy about it.
I am second guessing myself for studying art.
I am wondering if I did choose the right path.
I am still looking around for a right style
style is a bad word..
but I have my doubts on which way to draw.
It's hard
It's very hard.

A professor told me I drew like another illustrator
that I could earn some money doing the superficial work that everyone does
that I could be doing work out there in the world.
But that I am only doing it because I don't think about it
but rather just vomit it out to get it done.

Is everyone having a hard time deciding what's right for them?
Am I the only one thinking about this?

Ruby Frost and Mt. Eden - Oh That I Had

Writing my article listening to this song.
Oh yeah.. I am a bit tipsy
and I like the feel of it.
Happy birthday to me
I liked the feeling of not celebrating it today
it was nice.
it was like any other day.

I feel a bit happy because of it.

Pollini plays Chopin Etude Op.25 No.12 (Ocean)

It's been a while since I haven't heard this.
I going to buy Pollini's album tomorrow. Really.

Maison Martin Margiela REPLICA

my goodness..
if I had less parfums right now, I would just go and buy all three of them..
but recently I bought untitled..sob.

 and that makes 6 fragrances in my collection...
I think I am too crazy with smell.

20120519 탑밴드2 로맨틱펀치-Purple Rain HD

Seriously, I love these guys...
Romantic Punch is making me work and I am falling into it
falling into a deep..
mood
awfully
gloomy
but slightly
hopeful
yeah

leeSA wiv Hcube - 유감 (有感) Acoustic Mix

It's been a while.
I've been working on my summer project based on a quote
"When you trim life down to it's bare bones, you have three events. Birth, Sex and Death."
-T.S. Eliot

And at this time of the day, this beat is quite good to keep me busy working.

CAN'T WAIT [H&M + Maison Martin Margiela]

OMG OMG OMG

Now COME NOVEMBER

but first.

I need to start working on my sketches

and for my project I planned to do for my etching class (yes. challenging project but yet to decide the main theme for it)

hope I can work hard. WORK AS FUCK.

캐스커 - 꼭 이만큼만

no matter the lyrics,
I mean I have my windows open, a breeze coming in, some coffee and a cigarette in my hand. ok. back to work.

Bizzle gets some Dunkers.

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 크크크큭큭큭

Primary (프라이머리) - 멀어 (feat. Beenzino)

지금 내 기분은 밤보다 어둡고
혼자 떠있는 달보다도 서글퍼


다시 집으로 돌아 오는 길
마치 뭔가 두고 온 듯해


너의 집은 이리 가까운데
넌 너무 먼 듯해




....
I want to cry. really.
why is everything so hard right now?

best shot during my stay in doral

I specially double LIKE this picture.

miami

only two days

but awesome rest

and lot of sand

이효리 정재형 바자 화보

When I saw it,

I just bursted out in laughter,

Thinking it might be like this after 10 years

if I were to take a picture with Moon.

Oh dear,

How I miss my friend.

유&아이 프로그램도 보니까 

음악프로그램이다 보니 많이 색다른건 없지만

편안하게 볼 수 있다는게

일요일 방송으로서는 제격 

아 

열심히나 살아야겠다.

Kastle - Technique | HD

went shopping to OAK and I just had to ask what song was the one being played.

OMG amazing

I'm replaying and replaying this track like a mad person haha

nowhere to be found

It's not like I was addicted to blogspot,
but it's been a while that haven't written anything on it.

These days are like heaven and hell,
maybe my depression is coming back (haha hope not)
but everything seems so sad, so worn out,
as if looking though old polaroid pictures.
People have told me that it's time I get a boyfriend
but I have forgotten what it feels like to be in love
and be in happiness

whatever.
I don't even know what I want to do
I'm just here lost in nowherelandia.

리얼 클로즈 (リアル·クロ-ズ)

무슨 말이야?

방금 혹시라도 부장님이 한마디만 해주셨더라면은 미즈호씨도 다시 생각 했을지도 몰라요.

왜?

네?

그만 두는건 그녀의 자유잖아? 어째서 내가 말릴 필요가 있어?

그건… 그건… 동료이기때문입니다.

동료?

그렇습니다. 저는 이대로 에치젠야가 흩어지는 건 견딜 수가 없어요. 지금의 에치젠야가 너무 좋습니다. 미즈호씨도 료씨도 스페이스의 모두와 다부치씨도 어느 누구도 빠지지 말았으면 해요. 모두 함께 열심히 했던 동료이니깐요.

푸핫. 완전히 응석쟁이네. 에치젠야를 위해서 필요하다고 말하는 거니?

네.

나에게는 네 자신을 위해서 필요하다고 말하는 것 처럼 들리는데..주위 사람들이 사라지는 것에 견딜 수 없는 건 네가 혼자서는 아무것도 할 수 없는 인간이라서 그런거야.

하지만… 하지만..! 사람은 혼자서는 살아갈 수 없어요.

틀렸어. 혼자서 설 수 있는 인간이 되어서야 처음으로 진짜 동료와 만나는 거야. 지금의 너는 주위에 의존하고 있는 것 뿐이야. 그런 너의 어디가 타인의 인생의 선택을 말릴 권리가 있는거야?