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A collaboration work I did won the first place prize.
I don't know whether I'm happy about it.
I am second guessing myself for studying art.
I am wondering if I did choose the right path.
I am still looking around for a right style
style is a bad word..
but I have my doubts on which way to draw.
It's hard
It's very hard.

A professor told me I drew like another illustrator
that I could earn some money doing the superficial work that everyone does
that I could be doing work out there in the world.
But that I am only doing it because I don't think about it
but rather just vomit it out to get it done.

Is everyone having a hard time deciding what's right for them?
Am I the only one thinking about this?